I’ve realized so much that I couldnt see before. Its sad but true and I can regret all I want but the past is the past.
This year I’ve got to say is the worst I’ve had and I just don’t know what to do anymore. I was such a happy person and I feel like all the happiness just left. I’m not okay. I’ve been through a lot and I’m officially just not okay. Just fuck it. Literally just fuck it all. It doesn’t even end up mattering. In the end the best of times can’t beat the worst. The world just ends up being a fucked up place with fucked up people dealing with their problems in fucked up ways after all.